Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe discomfort around one eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a